maor emotions. DRUNK!

Damn, I was on a high for so long and now it all ands in tears...
(story of my life)

I'm a bit drunk so pls excuse the typos and any potential bad mouthing...

My love life is not what I wanted it to be (I was hoping for so much more) and I am a bit emotional atm...

I was supposed to go to a work christmas party this afternoon, but because the prior job was somewhat unresolved and took langer than expected, the rest of the staff at work enjoyed a nice asian lunch (without actually offering me any) AND the fact that I forgot my (personal) mobile phone and decided it wasn't possible to make it to Neerabup within 20 min from applecross I decided that I would prefer to mope for the night (probably not very healthy, but who cares atm, except for me right????...)

anyways.... vodka is my new friend atm....


Current Mood: Indescribable/Drunk

a date to remember

The cat's out of the bag (no I'm not doing mean things to cats :P).

I went out for a date on sunday night. But I'm starting to think she's not interested (It's still early days and could be wrong... I hope I am). Either that or I fail at courting :(

I was also a bit sad today from a combination of thinking about last night (where I went wrong), my mum's death and being tired.

At least one of my good friends is helping me by being as supportive as possible.


Current Mood: Sad

High on Happiness

Yesterday morning was not so nice, but my workmates unintentionally cheered me up and Today I'm high on happiness and I don't ever want to come down from it...

I almost have a permanent smile on my face and I'm way more cheerfull than I've ever been before.

Maybe it's because of the excitement of going to wedge and/or the work christmas party... or something much much nicer... (I'm bieng intentionaly vague again).

$2 to the person that can work out what it is!*

* only local friends eligible for reward.


Current Mood: Happy



UPDATE 14/12/2008 @ 14:16
Competition is now closed. There where no winners (except for me) :)

micro holiday

Time for some pre-christmas R&R!

I will be going to Wedge for an overnight trip this weekend (Saturday-Sunday) and as usual, I'm going to be out of contact while I'm there.

Won't be drinking any where near as much as I did last time, but I'm going to take some books and pretty much just relax as long as there isn't too much work to be done on the shack.

Now, I wonder if I will remember to charge, take and use my video camera...


Current Mood: Cheerful

Insomnia strikes again!

Sleepless nights are back! :P
It's strange 'cause it's been ages since this happened to me since last time.

Oh well, I made it through the work day and that just makes me awesome :P

So I finished the last of my nice bottle of red wine I had open and now look forward to a relaxed nights sleep.

My friends want to go do some new years eve thing at the races or something but it's like over $200 for the night and I don't think I have the will to dress up for such an occasion. I kinda want to go, but the price is a bit steep for me.

I'm also hoping to spend new years eve with someone else, but if that doesn't happen I will probably try to go up to Wedge instead...



Current Mood: Tired

Emotions

Lately I have been very positive and happy, but today I'm feeling a little down. Which I find strange since I was fine last night (I was actually in a really good mood from dinner and a movie with a big group of friends) and today, but I'm slightly depressed (again).

Today, after doing washing and ironing and other stuff around the house, I watched a bunch of shows that I have been saving since just before UNI exams, and I think it's either that, or remembering about my mom's death (or both) that has triggered it.

I hope to blog about something a little nicer next time.

Current Mood: Sad

newnewnew

I have a new Job, new (near new anyway) car and a new Phone. The only thing lacking now is a house and GF

But Just when I though everything was going smoothly and according to plan...

The new car decided to leak oilz, but I have new car warranty (as well as dealer warranty) so it should cost me $0

Damn cars. This is going to cost me my drinking sesh on Wednesday night as I have to get up early to drop the car off for (warranty) service. *sigh*

At least I have Saturday night (planned) to have drinks and food over at the Greenwood Hotel :)

aphd3l: This post should reminded me to bring Greenwood Pizza next time I come over...



Current Mood: Mildly Upset